I don't know what's gotten into me lately, I've been so unmotivated with posting for caliblog, I would say that it's from lack of things to talk about, but of all times that's least true now. I've been very busy with project pedal... I guess maybe I'm keeping myself too busy. Ah that's not true either, I give myself some down-time at least once a day. Who knows. Anyways, I'm posting now, so what to talk about.

I just got back from the gym with Amanda, I watched Bush and Kerry debate with the volume turned all the way and no sub-titles, so that was strange. Imagining what the two were talking about - what they were verbally-dancing around. Is it just me or does Bush always have a smug-look on his face - a half smirk... maybe it's just a biased opinion - or maybe it's better than the starry-eyed-blank-stared alternative he's so famous for.

You know, I've got to be honest, there is a part of me that is curious to see what would happen if Bush was elected... I wouldn't say re-elected... cause that's kinda still up in the air. Sort of the 'choose-your-own-adventure' scenario - if only I could flip ahead a few pages and see just how much further we could slip down...

How many more countries would completely turn their backs on us? "Don't forget, we've still got Poland". How much longer before we are hit at home again... waking up the world as to how much more unsafe our country is thanks to W's distractions in Iraq. How much deeper into debt we can fall. Just to see if it was possible for a president to have the payroll employment fall below it's watermark two for two on one man's watch. To watch the gap between the middle-class and the super-rich spread farther and farther apart. Hmm, what else? Bush's environmental record is so mind-boggling bad, that it's been pissing off life-long-conservatives... it would be interesting to watch that progress. I would get to see how many more times the world could watch the second-most-representative man for the United States tell someone to 'go fuck themselves'. But then the reality of not being able to jump back to Nov 2nd hits, and I get scared when I hear Bush reassure us that we are going to, "stay the course".

But I need to stop myself, I feel a rant coming on. You know actually, I need to just go to bed, it's 3 in the morning and I have to meet with a woman in west Hollywood tomorrow to discuss a project she is working on... I'm not exactly sure what I am getting myself into. I think it's a camera operator position, but I won't know for sure until tomorrow - or technically, today in a few hours. Being a night-owl can sometimes really suck.