The truth is... today was hell... for all of us. I've never cried so many times at work before. I was stressed and confused and I just don't know what to think, or what I want. I don't think any of us really do. What the hell has happened to us?

But I have to say Ani Difranco is helping my creative juices flow... she's giving me peace. For what it's worth.

You're not the only one who's confused.. but I'm sure you'll find out soon enough. These days things change in a split second.. with no warning.

I'm trying to find myself. It's so hard. I love living in California... It's just my life in general I'm not sure about.

I still have faith though. That's one thing that never changes.