i love you chuck, i know i don't always act like it but i do (please don't ever forget that last part). i can bearly see right now, i'm all teary-eyed (havenig just read your last post). it has been great haveing mike here to lean on, i couldn't do this without him, but i can't wait until you get here. you're right, if we weren't a tight unit before, we will be now. we are eachother's best friends, we are very lucky. it's so hard to leave our families behind, and now, hopefully, we'll become eachother's family.

i love your optimism. that you say you're not worried, it feels right, you have faith. and you're right ,we couldn't be in better hands (we're in God's hands). i believe that everything happens for a reason and everything is happening just the ways it's suppoessed to (just the way he's planned).