I know everyone has been wondering what happened to me... I've been wondering the same. To be honest, I haven't been up to much lately except work. I just don't like to write when I have noting to write about. Yesterday was the first day I feel like I've done anything in a long time. Mike and I went to Santa Monica. We had lunch, shopped around and went to see the movie 'Super-Size Me'. It was a nice day, the first day the two of us both had the day off in a long, long, time. On the way home we talked a lot about why we're here and what Mike wants to do as far as film goes. Mostly what direction he wants to start off in- which way he wants to go. Watching the movie was really inspiring, it showed us that you can make a good movie without really having a lot. We talked a lot about the Bike trip documentary we want to make. I think he's finally started to buckle down and get serious about it.

I think it was the first time I've been to the beach in weeks, and we didn't even actually go to the beach. But it was nice.

I was going to write more about Jill's house. I borrowed Chuck's digital camera to take a few pictures of the dog and the view and such, but the batteries died before I got the pictures onto my computer.

I found out recently that my family doesn't even read this blog.... I suppose that's kind of a bummer. My sister says it makes her realize how far away I am and she gets sad. My mom said, in the beginning we wrote about our worries so much that it made her worry about us even more, so she had to stop.

I've spent most of my time lately (when not working) feeling fat, unattractive, and insecure about my bad skin, and wondering why one of my bestfriends, Crystal, suddenly stopped talking to me.

That all sounds very depressing and I thought about taking it out... but I think I'll leave it in.

Chuck and I have been really wanting to join a gym lately. We went to Bally's for their special: $19 down and $19 a month, but then we found out there's a 3 year contract. So if any of you readers out there are from the LA area and know of a good affordable gym, please let us know. We'd really appreciate it.